Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Lucliky got You...

Days my days.. hmm..what i can say is i live my college life to the fullnest =)
Actually everyone in my life is very important to me because they made my day. All my family, friends and boy are parts of my life. Without them, my life is colourless.

Now is the final exam period and i really dont have motivation to study. Mayb it's because i almost graduate^^ i only hope i can pass then graduate, tat's my aim. hehe
Everyone is planning to future their study to degree, why i don't ? hmm.. *thinking*

Here, i just want to tell one of my friend, u r not transparent.. iknow what u r thinking, but it's good to see that u think positively and try to be a happy girls. Dont worry, ur future will be as bright as u want.. So let's work hard for it. XD

Thursday, October 28, 2010

I wont lie and say that i'm okay because i'm not!!!

"i won't lie and say that i am okay because i not, not the very least bit. everything has changed so much and seems out of control.. " Saw this sentences in a girl's blog who having the same situation as me- Long distance love.

I guess no one can stand for distance. As we can see that out of 10 person, 9 of them started to "shake". Why? Cos what they need is care and the feeling of safe. where distance will probably make these impossible.

Well, after 10+ days without you by my side, i hope i can stay strong. I hope i will not give up easily. So do you? hmmm...

By the way, i have been long long time no leave my words here. Finally the dust can be swept and i believe Pauline will say to me: finally u write ur blog, must keep it up ya" hahahah XD

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Happy hourrrrssss..XD

Last night, Pauline, Si Hui, Elisa, Kah Jong, Jason, Abby, Lesley, Everline and i went for k-box after our final exam of Food and Beverage Management^^ It's tiring but it's really fun as we all seldom have this kind of gathering or outing =) And i wan to go sing k when my birthday =p i love the feeling of playing around with friends.. "FAN ZHEN" my boy will not be able to celebrate with me.. So.. i with friends lo..bluek XD

Lesley brought along his camera last night. I love it so much..But then i don't think i will buy that as it's too big lo, not convenience for traveling use.. I love traveling nehhhhh..=p hehehe BY THE WAY, I want a camera!!! >.<


Two days ago, i saw ONE very cute de puppy at FB..So i click lo..wah..so many cute dog dog de pic.. i Love them so so much la.. Sometimes really hope to have one but then i don't think i will be able to take good care of "him" if i start my training or working..T___T but i love dog dog..especially poodle.. teacup that type de.. ^^


Let's me show the picture^^


This one i love the most...So cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!


They are so small when 2 months old.. small right? They are so called tea cup poodles.^^




SEE SEE SEE... cute right? >.<


Hmm..Have to ahead to INTIMA meeting soon le..
So
SO
I
End
Here
Lo

^_^

Bwai

Sunday, July 4, 2010

^^

Nothing to do really will make us think much much.. I think when the time he really leave kuching, i should find many busy things to do, out with friends, and i hope to attend a dancing class, can dont think too much, can know more friend, can keep fit again..see, good idea isn't it? Hmm.. Don't want talk much about this le.. let's see the pic from the movie that i love so much- 下一站,幸福.

Here we go...=








wah...i love them so much, especially Mu Chen!!! <3
She is so pretty and so sexy o..



<3 <3 <3

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Beh song..='(

Haizzzz.. Y am so stupid always find things to make myself emo?
This morning i helped him to delete his friendster and my hand icthy lo..go and press his "ex" profile. Then i moody lo.. really stupid..

But.. why am i care so much? It's past past past.. Nothing towards them.why?
She is so slim and i? naaaaaaa... can't compare at all.. It make me no confidence.. Only one things i can shout out loud is i love him more than u ever do.. u r loser in this!!! =p

And it's really hard for me to trust people lo.. I ever try to trust him but then since he ever cheat me..the trust that i built are totally spoil. So hard for me to built on again..I don't mean that he is bad till i cant trust, is cause i too hard to trust. But then trust is very important in an relationship, how it will works if there's a distance? Argggghhh.. I bad mood... come comfort me lo..='( huhuhuhu

Sunday, June 27, 2010

♥ 男孩叫你一声老婆,意味着什么?你知道吗!

男孩叫你一声老婆,意味着什么?你知道吗!
  
  叫你一声老婆,意味着你就是他的唯一…你是他最疼爱、最在乎、最关心,最想走到一起的那个人…
  
  叫你一声老婆,就不要去想自己是不是该矜持点,爱他就要告诉他,当他说爱你的时候,你也应该告诉他,你也很爱他…
  
  叫你一声老婆,就要信任他,有什么想法就要告诉他,不管他支不支持,任何一个男孩都希望他的女孩依靠他…
  
  叫你一声老婆,就是他在外面遇到什么好玩的、好看的、好吃的,他都会在心里想,要是现在你也在他身边,那该多好啊!
  
  叫你一声老婆,就是当他不能陪在你身边的时候,你应该努力让自己过得开心,照顾好自己,男孩也希望可以每天24 小时都见到你的笑脸,但是男孩有更多的责任,为了事业,为了你们的将来,他一直在努力…
  
  叫你一声老婆,就要相信两个人的心是在一起的,空间的距离不会把两颗相爱的心变得遥远…
  
  叫你一声老婆,当男孩抱着你的时候,不管他的胸膛是否强壮,请你也试着紧紧抱着他,那样会让他觉得很温暖很幸福…
  
  叫你一声老婆,你可以常常对他撒娇,但不可以经常对他发脾气,当你生气的时候,可以拿他当出气筒,但出气过后你不可以不理他,男孩也希望你每天都能开开心心的,你不开心,他心里也会很难过…因为他在乎你…
  
  叫你一声老婆,你就要对他有信心,相信这个叫你老婆的男孩,因为有了你,他会把他所以的爱都给予你,包括他那颗真诚单纯的心…
  
  叫你一声老婆,你也要多理解男孩,很多男孩都不如女孩细心,有时会粗心地忽略了你…当男孩做得不好的时候,请你不要挑剔,多体谅他,人非圣贤,孰能无过,不要为一时之气去和他吵架,争吵会使人失去理智…
  
  叫你一声老婆,虽然现在男孩还给予不了你什么,但是他会尽最大的努力去呵护你,让你过得开心,现在唯一能给你的,就是他对你的爱…
  
  叫一声老婆包含太多太多,让人甜在嘴上暖在心里,无尽的甜蜜会包裹着彼此的温柔,让彼此觉得幸福…
  
  真正相爱的两个人会相互依赖,互相习惯,习惯于生活中彼此的存在,习惯对方的优点和缺点,空气中充满了彼此的气息,每天的心里脑里都是满满对彼此的思念…
  
  有太多太多的话想对你说,太多太多的话,都抵不上简简单单的一句
  
  “老婆,我爱你"…




Hmm..saw this article in fb.. and i saw other people comment. Some agree some not.. as they said boys call song only ma.. want call who lao pong also can.. hmm..mayb.. but this morning my boy suddenly write "old wife" to me..haha.. hmm..seldom he will do so.. So, it's meaningful to me.. And i saw this article lagi..so coincidence ^^

这样的男朋友是真的爱

1. 抱起来很温暖,罗唆起来很烦,在身边讨厌,看不见又很怀念的人。

2. 吃剩下一半的面不要浪费,他会接过去帮你吃乾净的人。

3. 大冰脚贴在他大腿弄暖,他即使很冷,也不会把你脚踢开的人。

4. 一起去大卖场买东西,总是比你多提两大袋,还要空出手牵你的人。

5.月经来,抓到你偷吃红豆冰,会很生气骂你的人。

6. 你生大病,他却比你还要辛苦的人。

7.把买卫生棉已经当成每个月记得采买的男人。

8. 吵完架做错事,还会厚脸皮跑来牵你手的人。

9. 过了n周年的恋爱纪念日後,就会忘记情人节、圣诞节存在的人。

10.没事一定会窝在你家,有事还是窝在你家,让你开始怀疑他是不是没有朋友的人。

11.最喜欢看你开心的大笑,然後也对著你傻笑的人。

12.漏接你电话,就会打爆你手机的人。

13.养你吃饭、养你看电影、养你买小东西,动不动就开始为以後练习怎样包养你的人。

14.最害怕讨厌听到你啜泣,只要听到你哭,还是会不辞千里的飞奔到你身边的人。

15.偷偷的为你做了很多事,却从来不和你邀功的人。

16.已经认为自己的手臂是枕头的人。

17.胆敢会和你抢遥控器,最後却只能陪你看欲望城市的人。

18.老是可以让周遭好朋友感到好奇的人。

19.他一不在,你就会心烦意乱心不在焉,而开始很想念他的人....

20.真正爱你的男生,一下子说不出真正爱你的理由,只知道自己顾不上注意别人  

21.真正爱你的男生,其实总惹你生气,你却发觉不了他到底做错了什么。  

22.真正爱你的男生,很少当面赞美你,可是心里肯定你是他最棒的。  

23.真正爱你的男生,会在你忘记回复他短信时狠狠地说你一顿。  

24.真正爱你的男生,只可能在你一个人的面前流眼泪,当你触摸到他时,也触摸到了那颗只为你跳动的心。  

25.真正爱你的男生,会默默地记住你不经意说过的话,在某时某刻重复它们。  

26.真正爱你的男生,不会轻易做出承诺,因为他想让自己成为你心中说话最算话的男子汉,只想给你最可靠最安全的幸福。

27.真正爱你的男生,总告诉你不要胡思乱想,因为其实他在为你们谋划着最美丽真实的未来。同时让你无忧无虑地等待他要给你的惊喜。  

28.真正爱你的男生,可能不像你一样清楚地记得某些纪念日,他觉得爱你是每时每刻的,并不是靠这几天简单的日子。  

29.真正爱你的男生,不会轻易对你当面说“我爱你”,因为他为你做过的每件事都已经这么说了。除非在非常时刻,为了不让你无端地误解他。 

30.真正爱你的男生,总觉得有些话只说一遍就够了,因为你已经了解他的心。说得多了,他会觉得不珍贵。  

31.真正爱你的男生,如果他去机场接你,不会像你期望的那样捧着玫瑰大声叫“亲爱的”,只是自然地提过你的行李,然后想用眼睛抱紧你似的心疼地说,怎么瘦得像豆芽菜了? 

32.真正爱你的男生,当你发脾气时,只会不做声地听你把火发完,然后慢慢地说,你明天有课吗?早点睡吧。  

33.真正爱你的男生,不懂当你生气挂掉电话后应该立即打来,过了若干小时后会发条短信问你消气了没有?如果你质问他为何这么久才打来,他会理直气壮的说,你生气时我的解释一定没有用,等你的火消了,我的解释才有效果。  

34.真正爱你的男生,总是叫你小姑娘,可是每次他做什么重大的决定,却总想先听听你的建议。 

35.真正爱你的男生,不喜欢玩具小毛熊,却一直把你送他的小熊放在床头。  

36.真正爱你的男生,当和你发生争执时,总是控制不了地先妥协,先承认“我错了”,过后发来短信以“神经病”开头,以“宝贝”结尾。事实上你也清楚,这次是你有点无理取闹。

37.真正爱你的男生,很想很想你时,也会买玫瑰送你,傻傻地等着你,却不知道自己捧的是月季。没关系,他的心里送的是玫瑰。  

38.真正爱你的男生,嘴巴都不甜,但是他的吻能传递他所有的热情。  

39.真正爱你的男生,当听到你对他讲很“酸”的话时,他反而会装得很正经,其实心里很甜很甜。

40.真正爱你的男生,如果不能经常见到你,他会让自己忙碌起来,为了不去想你,因为他知道一想你将会一发不可收拾。

这样对你的人真的是可遇而不可求,可是每个女生都在努力的寻找着……

Saturday, June 26, 2010

How i gonna survive?

Today Pauline remind me to update my blog..haha..here i am.
Hmm..these few days my mood ups and downs. It's really hard for a girl that in loved to have a calm and steady mood. She may happy so much then the next second sad or cried. There are many meaningful article that try to influence girls to be more steady and positive-minded. For me, i don't think it's useful for us. We may become OK just for sometimes then changes back again.. So how?
The moment before i open this blog. I feel down again..Why? Just because the way you talked like not paying attention, i said u no patient to hear what i say, and u just say :" na li you" then i stopped talking. For few seconds, u then said" i go eat 1st" hmm.. so? mayb some people will think "like this only ma.. still ok la".. ya.. then y i care? issshhhh!!!!

Hmm..i know u care me, i know u sayang me.. I really know..so i will try to avoid all the negative mind..if no, how i gonna live when u go far far there working? naaaa... no idea how would it be.. I dont want to think much le..

Let's talk about the sweet things that u do for me^^ Yesterday night you helped me cut my toes' nail o..hehe.. ya.. so sweet~ I love when u care me sayang me so much<3>
1st time o..hehe.. i guess u don't know i take this pic
And i'm sure u don't know i have blog..hahaha




Ok la..i have nothing to write so...
End here^^
26/06/2010

Monday, June 21, 2010

=,(

Argggghhh.. why adult need make decision? I'm a kind of people that don't know how to make decision.. now the thing is coming to me..what should i do? I know u may not say tat yet.. but i have to think properly 1st b4 u ask... last nite 19/06/2010.. u asked.. i not answer cos i not ready yet. Tat the big decision i have to make, no joke and and i have to think for my future. And i "bu she de" my family.. I know a people can't stay with family member forever n ever.. HMMMMM... am i think too much? hu hu hu.. No one wil understand my situation de..>.< And i admit tat it's a good chance..really.. should i appreciate the chance? (20/06/10)


I dont dare to post it tAt day..but now..post it laaaa...cos tat my feeling tat time >.< now ok d^^

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Whoooooohoooooooooo~

Oh yeah!! It's been so long time i didn't touch or even think of my blog. Every time heard my friend said about blogging but i dun have any extra time for me to blog here. Hmm.. time passed really fast, many many many things happens all these while... Few days ago, i saw pauline's blog so nice, pink pink with strawberry, it make me feels wanna make my blog nice nice too. So, last Friday i tried to log in my blog but it failed. OMG.. i forgot my password!!! hehe.. Luckily, i can change my password by typing in the email address.. So, i'm here today. =)

Today i on my friendster too..it's been so long i didn't log in too. Suprisily i saw u got add a girl at 5 june and yet recently u told me that u have been long time no on friendster already. So. what this? Ghost add for u a? =(
I really don't like the feeling of being cheat.. Don't like don't like don't like!!!!!!!

Nah...... dont wanna talk about you.. And another things i feel annoying is cos i always make myself moody by go see ur "x" de profile..i know there's nothing among u two.. I know.. but y am i feels uncomfortable of her..something like "hate".. maybe is jealous ba..hehehe.. stupid me.. n.n

Bla bla bla.. the feeling of blogging really nice..no wonder nowadays so many people like blogging so much to release their emotional, stress and feeling. Hmm...but somehow for me it's not good enough to say out all the secret as it's viewable by everyone~

Today i end here lo.. Finally i swept away all the DUST in my blog..hehe ^^ Pauline, u see me so guai ho..hahaha
 

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